Once I was in love with a guy

Once in the spring a guy admitted to me in love! If I honestly liked him, too. We met with him for a month. And broke up. Then we tried and decided to try again! We did not meet for long and he kind of threw me away) Well, I did, and after a couple of months my feelings returned.

I fell in love with him again. And I confessed it to him. He said that he loves another (((I told him that everything is fine! * But in my heart such a pain at least cut the veins !!! * But I'm not going to hurt myself because of some kind of a douche.I will live for him on evil But also because I have in front of a whole life and wonderful friends)))