is it true I can not afford it

One afternoon, he suddenly bobbed away just like me when I was listening to music on the headset. I'm glad to see him again.
"Alone Ra? I'm sorry, we've been rarely lurching together lately. SMS and your phone also do not have time to answer, I'm lately very busy and rarely open HP. "It is clear at length
"Oh," I replied curtly. I know he's lying. And clearly hold HP again, but do I have to be angry? Indeed i am her?
"You do not worry if I do not have news?"
"No tuh, ordinary. Just a week, right? "
"(ha ha ha). Just tell me if you .. "not just he finished replying, his HP rang. His face looked smug and a little nervous when he saw the name of the caller on his HP screen. I was so curious and turned off the music, but still wearing a heatset. Now I was ready to eavesdrop on his conversation. He took a deep breath before shifting the accept screen options on his HP touchscreen. A soft voice was heard from his cell phone. The voice I know, Tita's voice.
"Sorry kak, I was busy again. You're not angry, are you? "
"Oh, not really." Ega replied with a smile expanding
For some reason, I became sad not mock. I'm sad to see him happy. I hate to see him smile to others. I'm angry, but I do not know what to do. I want to express it, but it's impossible. I clasped my hand tight, trying to hold it all. But this tear is inevitable. I was coughing out loud.
**

Ega's voice broke my tears.
"Ra, are you okay right?" He asked with concern
"Eh, no. Abis, the song is really sad. "
"(Hahaha) Since when did you become so melancholy?" He scoffed
I'm not answering and still trying to look casual.
"Saturday tomorrow, I will express love to Tita. Are you coming? I want you to be a witness. "The door was pitiful
I smiled wryly, "What are you married? Use all witnesses, hehe. "
I try to make myself better. But I still can not, my chest still tightness when I know this fact.
**

The days are getting sadder. Ega increasingly aggressively tells Tita. Inevitably, I had to listen, even though my face was moping. My heart is like a burning embers when I see her smile to Tita. Sometimes I think, is he so stupid that he does not notice my feelings? I want to scream in front of him about my feelings, but where can I? It's all just silly acts that do not pay attention to cause and effect.
**

Today is the day that Ega awaits. But the day I'm dying forever. They promised to meet at this cafe. A simple-tempered cafe, with garden lights adorning each table. It is very romantic to express love. I really hope Tita can not come, or even something happened to her until she could no longer show up. "Ah, what am I thinking? I do love Ega, but I do not want to be a monster to get it! "I chirped in my heart
**
Before long, Tita appeared. He appeared with a radiant face and smiled sweetly on Ega. Realizing that the more annoying, I moved the table. Then Tita sat in front of Ega, in the chair I had previously occupied. The climax begins. Ega holds Tita's hand, and says something. Although I can not hear it clearly, because our seats are pretty far away, but I can guess. "I like you. Do you want to be my girlfriend? "That's more than what Ega said. A moment later, a sweet smile and a nod of Tita greeted Ega's question.
I'm no longer shocked, but why this heart can not just see it all. And (again) I was crying. I left them both. I really can not stand it. I really do not want to be a witness to their love both. I really can not.
**
1d ago
Viany Potter
I ran away. As far as possible from them. I want to go where they do not exist. No one mentions their names. And there's nothing about them.
Suddenly my head felt heavy. My body is limp to support my small body. My consciousness began to disappear, and my body just collapsed.