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Sometimes there are events in life that depend little on our ability to influence or control them when the outcome of these events is unclear, and what you can come to, what the result will be ...
When you collect your will in a fist and your melkodrozhaschuyu carcass in a heap, so that those around you can not see your inner fear, which becomes soft-wadded feet ... When you try to complete the earlier cases and put in order at least in the house and in documents ... It is more difficult to restore order in the shower. Surely, many events took place that radically changed the world outlook, sifted, as through a sieve, everything unnecessary, which for some reason seemed important before; tempered the will and strength of mind ... Made to change their attitude to life, work, people close to them. When life begins to be appreciated in ALL its manifestations ... You see the smallest details, the brightness of colors, you catch a lot of subtle smells - your sensory systems are so sharp ... When you feel sincere gratitude even for the minimal care of your loved ones, for what used to be ordinary ...
When suddenly you leave a long habit of smoking and afterwards (for three years already) do not even remember about it, while not condemning or calling to account smoking friends or relatives. Everyone has his own way and his own measure of responsibility towards himself and his relatives ...