Dear Gillian! I watched Your video from start to finish. I am sorry that my English spoken is even worse than English written. But I just looked at You and tried very hard to understand even the General meaning of what You say. I can see the sadness on your face and all That you've said is coming from your heart. During my stay on this platform, I also had such moments when I wanted to quit here, delete my account, turn off Steemit and forget about those frustrations that I received here. My posts did not receive any feedback, although I tried to communicate and build relationships with other participants. I was trying to find help or support or at least the right advice for me. I was just trying to figure out why. Maybe it's a language barrier? Perhaps this biased attitude to the fact that I am from Russia? Is it possible that I'm just uninteresting and boring for the other guys here? I genuinely tried to communicate and be interesting. I have something to offer and something to tell. But then I was faced by a blank wall. And at the peak moment, two people responded and talked to me then. I'm still grateful to them. They have been able to strengthen my belief in myself. So I stayed. I'm sorry to have told you this for so long, but you hit something in my shower. Our virtual community here is like a real life model. The same money , the same connection. I even saw masks on some people. Know it well, as in life, when a person puts on a mask , and behind it lies a different man. And a lot more similarities with real life. Everyone chooses for himself what he is here. I'm really glad to have met You. I hope that someday I will be able to speak to you freely in your language. Now the power of my voice is very weak and I have to charge within a few days. I hate that I can't vote for you as well as you deserve. I wish You success!