@thetinykitchen, wow, I completely relate to that! It's been some time since I was immersed in the bars and nightlife scene but back a couple of years ago, it was every night of my life especially since it was also my job being a bartender! I am such a different person when I am not drinking and really prefer to keep it to a glass of wine like you said, it ends up much better for me and keeps me focused on who I am and who I want to be! <3 I'm proud of you for taking the opportunity to be you! <3