Sweating Bullets
Hello me ,
Meet the real me ,
And let me guess , you expected something different didn't you? You really thought you knew me? The organized lie.
And
mymisfit's way of life,
Something tells me this isn't going to be easy. Something tells me today is going to be another one of those days. I woke up feeling great, I woke up feeling fine. But you lied to me. You did it again. The trick begins with Folgers in your cup What a joke, what a farce, It's all a damn lie.
This time it's going to be right. NO , This time it's going to be fucking great. The best they have ever seen. I feel it coming. It's going to happen at exactly 3:03, because that is the time I am planning for.
Or is it 6:06 ? Makes no difference, because it will be right, they will love it. Mr. fucking perfect today boys, lemme tell ya...
What's that another text? Now its 3:04.. Makes no difference, because now I know it really was supposed to be 6:06, because today is the day. This time it will come. I feel it.
A dark black past is my ,
Your what? Running late again? No matter, I will answer this text, finish this interview, and it will be back on. It's an interview? Or a conversation. Sure feels like an interview. We didn't plan for this hour of dual consumption did we? No matter, it's on for 6:06. Wait, I need another sip of Folgers in your cup .
Ok, regroup, I'm feeling it now, the inspiration is rushing. What was it I was going to do again? Oh thats right, the masterpiece, the awesomeness that will be spoken of like I am a demigod scratch that, today I am a God . At 6:06 though. It must be 6:06, because that is the time I have planned for. I'm done with the interview, time to prepare.
Most valued possession,
What possession? You don't have any possession, you are the possession. Relax, regroup, disengage. Folgers in your cup. I feel like I'm crawling in my skin. It's 5:05, and the phone is ringing now? Did we plan for this interview? Is it an interview? It sure feels like one.
Hindsight is always 20/20
Sure, tell that to the doctor. I'm not fit to make a decision they say, fist I must take my Medication. Scratch that, today we drink kryptonite. Because at 6:06 we make a masterpiece, because that is the time I have planned for. Almost done with this interview. Or was it a conversation? No matter, everything is going according to plan. it feels right, it just is...
Hello me, it's me again, you can subdue but never tame me....
I suppose its wrong. Today isn't it . Fuck it Folgers in your cup . You thought you knew me, you thought it was right.. Well, perhaps you might, call me, or text me. We can talk about it right? I have nothing to do right? You are bored right? Because there is nothing to do right? Watch a movie right? Hey that was a pretty cool documentary right? Hey I can write my fucking masterpiece tomorrow ...
Right???
6:07
I did a little digging through your blog, I looked at the pictures, I listened to the songs. I can never really judge camera phone pictures fairly, because the quality will never be what one can get with a dslr, so there is that. You really have a gift in music, I did enjoy listening to that, but what got my attention was this.
This piece is clever and multi dimensional, and I have a vivid imagination so I came up with numerous scenarios for this. Because of my short attention span, this was just the right length for me, kept me interested all the way through.
I appreciate you taking the time to view all the aspects of my blog, and giving me a thoughtful, honest interpretation.
For what ever it's worth, I think it may have been my short attention span that allowed me to create this ;)
I'm happy you derived some enjoyment from it. Thank you for stopping by @eveuncovered.
P.S. I got a kick out of your last post. Nothing like sifting through the hoards of complainers on here eh? lol.
No prob, you are on my comment section so often that it was high time I checked out yours. Which I actually have done before but then it was mostly dogecoin stuff ;)
It's not actually even the complainers that get me, but more those who have VERY unrealistic expectations about their future in Steemit. This is not some magical free money system, where everyone will be made a millionaire.
Yup, and those are usually the one's who's accounts go dead in no time, or they simply change nothing.. 😅
you say what? you lost me in the conversation, but maybe I was never in, or was I ? only me should know, but is that so? No they all know you were in it when you really were. Who are They? were there any others than? 8.38 :-)
Let's just say, how I am feeling today...
I think it would do you a world of good to step outside and have this conversation with the you's outside you :-)
Are you walking up against the walls?, breath ...
I'm going to try.
otherwise there is always discord ;) ,
Deep.
I get a different interpretation every time I read this…3 times for now.
:intense_thinking:
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