Short Story about L.O.V.E

fruityexplorer (58)in #story • 7 years ago (edited)

Happy Valentine's Day!! Steemians~ A sad love story for you~ Hehehe

Two is better than one ?

Yes, if you found the one who understands and cares for you. If not, it's only suffering and pain over and over. Time wasted. Patience has gone. And left a broken empty heart.

When you notice the heart aching feeling, you started to realize perhaps I should invest time on myself. And perhaps love is not my thing. All these thoughts are very deteriorating.

Some people said enjoy the process of being loved and well taken care of when you still have the chances especially dating period. Enjoy the moment when you can receive flowers🌸💐, presents🎁 and surprises🎉🎇 which girl deserves to get.

But I guess this is not the case for all the girls. She did not have the privilege to feel and experience those. Sometimes, she cried and wondered if he has ever loved her. She did not understand the love world in man's minds.

She could not figure out why🤷. If this is love ❤️from man👩‍❤️‍👨, she felt she is losing herself as she never feel being loved from the way on how he treated her. She felt sufferings and suffocation.

She thought🤔: There are cases that girl needs to educate the men. Girl needs to express what you want and to be loved face to face because they are clueless all the time. Maybe, you will have the chance to get it if you express it out. But she also thought there will be no more fun if she made it CRYSTAL CLEAR.🙄

She thought💆: There are cases that men would not spend money on you. Men thinks that it will be wasted if you are not my wife. But she actually took it as he did not love me as much as he can. </3 Her heart has sunk and broken💔.

When you are able to receive the flowers and all the love actions but he missed all those. After married👰🤵, there will be not much left when the focus and commitment is on family and kids. Based on married couple's experiences, their husbands tend to do less and lesser. They might forget about what they used to do and they might prefer to not to do it anymore.

Some men said that they have strong sense of belonging, I will use my full gear power to get you because you are not mine yet but now you are my wife. Why don't we save more money?🤦🤦

Therefore, the romance part has become the missing part in her whole life.

She: Is this the best you could do? Do you love me? Do you really love me? Or it's just about your sense of belonging?

He kept silent. He seems helpless and did not know what to do. It seems like he is really clueless about what she needs. And he did not put effort to learn.

He missed the chance. She has given him a lot of hints and chances to give his last effort.

From his reaction, she understands that he won't grow and he's never ready to be in a relationship. She knows by heart this will be very challenging and extra patience is needed. She wondered how long will it be to have someone who understands her heart.

It has been years ~~ Chances had been given endlessly and it ended when she realized only sufferings she could feel with him.

One day, she married with a guy who do not have a lot to give. She did not know him for long too. But she knows she will be happier with him just because he is willing to give and never be calculative.

It's not about money. It's the effort she wants to see and feel.

But, he learnt it in a hard way. He did not know all these and he thought if this girl is too demanding.

The time she spent with current him is short but all the memory fills her heart with love and sweet and flush out all the bitterness in past years with a wrong man.

Someone asked if she will regret in future. They said he seems good. Yea SEEMS good.💆

She swallowed the bitterness and decided to let go.🙍

"I have given a lot of chances but I guess there's a gap between us. He does not understand or he prefers not to understand. I want to have a happy life with a right person. I deserve a better one not tears..."👰🤵