She did not know that despite all of her efforts life would turn out the way that it Did, she prepared, she sacrificed social events, her sleep, parts of who she was to meet that goal.

When she meet the goal, there was no one around to share it with. She tried to reestablish the bridges she had burnt in order to succeed , but her new found status was no something others were happy about.

Not because of envy but due to the fact that she had shunned all that desired to help and support her.

After learning this she reverted back to the place in her mind, where she hears herself speak. The voice that has been by her side of this long lonely time.

Different people in different situations can feel the same way. Your isolation may be dark but I know that you are not alone in what you feel. And support is built on people knowing the real you.