Thanks @magnata! Ndusen is definitely caught in a difficult situation, which I think we can all relate to, it's sometimes so hard to figure out a path forward when we feel stuck. @ericvancewalton and I are traveling with some of our @hardfork-series team working on the writing, and he mentioned yesterday how he feels like life is a school house. It certainly feels that way to me and perhaps being stuck in these difficult vices is the perfect opportunity to learn. But the learning can sure feel perilous.