Sketch of my story. (Narrative) ✍

##### Who knew it? ----------------------------------------------- To live on the internet, to be in front of a minilaptop, that here in Venezuela is called Canaíma. Writing, when I mentally shout the word "writing" I take a deep breath, because the value for me is... How should I put it? Eternal. ----------------------------------------------- I wanted passion in life, look at me, full of a fire that constantly ignites, the flame of life wrapped in me in an unbreakable mantle, that I fight to make it immutable but transformatable. I hadn't imagined it before, a little boy with a neutral mentality, thinking about youthful trivia like any of the average, it's a bit sad to be part of the statistics, a number more. Those studies are irrelevant if you are able to wake up, look at yourself in front of the mirror and analyze who you are, congratulate yourself especially. Congratulate? Today you get one more day of life. What other reason do you need? ----------------------------------------------- If there is more, you mix it and enjoy it as an assortment of sweets, similar to the ones you enjoy at a cotillion at a children's party, piñatas, cake, jellies, I think between adult meetings I prefer a children's celebration. Alcohol tastes ugly, well it depends, I can bear the taste or with a good imagination without the need for a bartender, although I could lean on one or more, prepare good tasting alcoholic drinks. Everything flows, trust changes, ideas are organized, you are sincere, I characterize humans that we are like sponges that absorb, few are those who filter, in short, in this state of temporary unconsciousness you manage to vent. "Alcohol... sweet torment" ----------------------------------------------- I have to focus, this mania of mine to distract me by any foolishness, to practice my determination, to pressure me but not to mistreat me. Happiness requires freedom, a free soul manages to smile in the worst situations and times. It is part of the essence of a writer, to achieve peace in chaos, just as those who isolate themselves, or have deprived them of their freedom, locked in the cell put into practice their ability to edit, build and destroy reality in words, life is aesthetic and the human being is superficial, complex and profound, add to that mystery, enormous distances of mysteries, long as visiting a planet. -----------------------------------------------
----------------------------------------------- Writers we are responsible for possible and impossible worlds for the less fanciful minds. The mind is so powerful, that means we have power, immense, if you knew the value of the words I say to you. Today, at 23 years old, I feel blessed by the present day, I do not even have the minority of answers about the universe, but if a great arsenal of possible truths, my ability to ignore the unnecessary, I retain innocence to rejoice in the tenderness offered by natural beauty... How to silence this blessed soul of spirituality? Shh.... stop, stop, stop, stop, stop! Enough philosophy and ideas, on the mental plane I am abundant, on the spiritual plane I expand it to its own boundaries, on the material I am rich, yes, not like Steve Jobs but I will achieve it, it is part of my ambition, to transmute my soul to the physical plane. Now touching on the subject of the physical plane, I have a hunger for dinosaurs, while waiting for the transfer to my bank account so that I can buy cambur (banana), also bread, perhaps some craving along the way. ----------------------------------------------- In the kitchen there is a plate of rice pudding, I don't want to eat it, in previous months I would have assaulted the kitchen with the atrocious gluttony of a pubert, at the moment I control more my impulses of chimera, it is that sincerely I feel that they damage my diet, it makes me heavy then when going down to jog in my circuit, I will feel heavy, that leads me to tire quickly, later in the house it will cost me to write, to read, to study. ----------------------------------------------- No, no, no, no, small decisions that make a big difference. My diet sounds funny, I repeat it to myself out loud or if I tell anyone, I cause laughter and I often become a target for mockery, healthy mockery, I have realized that simply being myself I am funny, without even forcing myself to be funny, I do what I think I do, what I consider to be right, what comes to me spontaneously, or my plans that I prepare for third parties surprise them, not because they are "incredible", is because of the unusual, unpredictable as life itself, rare, strange, unusual way of executing it. I'm used to it, in fact I'm striving more and more to be myself without it affecting me, on the contrary, now I've taken advantage of it, I know they're going to be perplexed, I say it without any ego whatsoever, I'm proud of myself, I'm not better or worse for it, I live without comparison. I mean, it's just me, simple, natural as breathing, and if I get their attention that easily I include them in my crazy plans, and people are as crazy as I am, but they refuse to express it by following a "common logic," if they find out how wonderful they are, there would be fewer shells and more laughing hearts. ----------------------------------------------- Aff! It is not effective, he distrusted the banks so much, the current era is taking over the 21st century with technological advances, cryptomonedas.... This subject excites me, I would say that an enormous excitement is born full of passion and desire to enter, but here retained by a transfer. Stop, now, now, now, without frustration, remember "if you complain you get lost". Yeah, yeah! Yeah! It came through, now I'm coming for you beauties. From shopping so much every day they recognize me and I would even say that one of the saleswomen keeps an eye on me, and her eyes are beautiful and I give veneration to her at spare time, before and after buying, are a vibrant light brown color, wow, that look would enchant anyone, it is an honor to wake up in the morning and see her. Here's my romantic and passionate version. Oh yes, it's been paid for, I'll get my diet started! ----------------------------------------------- How great it is to sit in front of the pc, and the minilaptop, to analyze the market, communicate with colleagues, review the draft of the writing, in a state of relaxation, since I implemented the habit of training and reading, life has become simpler, making me reflect, Before I wanted to be a millionaire thinking only of the material, now that I open my mind, no matter how many zeroes I have in my account, without a nourished mind, a healthy body and the young soul I have, I would be as unhappy as when they forced people to go to war in those times of hardship.
Today I feel as free as the wind. Since I was born I have enjoyed so much life, family, home, health, opportunities, but it was necessary to lose it, to wander in the void and get it again at a second opportunity is so glorious that the Olympus of Hercules is small by comparison, not even a fluffy kingdom of clouds compares to my little house, still in chaos, but contradictorily rejoicing in peace and happiness. Source of images and gifs https://writerswrite.co.za/7-ways-reading-books-helps-managers-improve-their-perception/ https://www.pinterest.es/pin/531284087264712381/?lp=true https://gfycat.com/gifs/tag/las+ventajas+de+ser+invisible https://www.wattpad.com/573194178-pasados-corrompidos-parte-1

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