Life after finding steemit Steemit Ultimate Challenge

Im new to crypto but i have found that people on this platform are very welcoming and friendly.

Its been 3-4 months since i have joined the platform and already the people have inspired me to write more of the stories i wrote when i was sinking deep into my sadness
The tellers dreams

I REMEMBER IT LIKE IT WAS YESTERDAY, MOST OF US WERE HAPPY OF WHAT WE HAVE ACHIEVED FROM THE PAST YEAR BUT SOME SEEMED NOT SO SETISFIED WITH WHAT THEY GOT , STRESSING WONT CHANGE A THING NOW. IF ONLY THEY HAVE BETTER PREPARED THEMSELVES THAT LAST YEAR THEY COULD HAVE BEEN HAPPY NOW.
IT WASN’T GOING TO BE EASY. YOU ARE YOUR MAN NOW THAT’S WHAT WE WERE TOLD, “NO ONE IS GOING TO CHASE AFTER YOU WHEN YOU DON’T SUBMIT YOUR WORK NOW” ACT YOUR AGE THEY SAID BUT WHO’S TO SAY HOW A PARTICULIAR AGE GROUP HAS TO ACT LIKE I MEAN FROM MY PESPECTIVE ONLY THE BODY GROWS THEN THE MIND REMAINS THE SAME BUT TRIES TO DEFEND ITSELF BY SETTING BOUNDARIES AND WALLS AND WE CALL IT MATURITY.
IT WAS ME AGAISNT THE WORLD THE FIRST FEW DAYS FELT LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING TO GO TO SCHOOL AND FACE CHALLENGES THAT EVERY TEEN FACES, THE SCHOOL GROUNDS ARE A WAR ZONE, CLIQUES ITS EITHER YOU WERE A PART OF SOME FANCY SMANCY OR YOU WERE THE ODD ONE OUT BUT THERE WAS NO MORE OF THAT NOW MY THOUGHTS WERE AS SETTLED AND CALM AS A SUMMERS DAY.
I WAS ATTENDING SCHOOL AT U J “UNIVERSITY OF JOINT” AS THEY CALLED IT WAS GREAT UNTIL A FEW WEEKS PASSED, THAT’S WHEN I STARTED TO REALISE SCHOOL GAVE ME A PURPOSE NOW I ONLY LIVE TO DO THE SAME ROUTINE OVER AND OVER AGAIN ThINGS WERE STARTING TO GET NULLY AT HOME I HAD TO GET A JOB OR LOOK FOR A DECENT COLLEGE TO STUDY AT, DEPRESSION AND DESPERATION WAS SLOWLY SUCKING ME INTO RASH DICISION.