Endless loop -Day 79 of the steemitschool 100 day writing challenge by @d-pend
Should I be worried- that my worst work finds such appeal? Should I be worried- that my human interactions all seem to come with inevitable expiration date. Should I be worried- that my features seem distorted in the eyes of others and no one seems to be able, or care enough to reach beyond all projections. Should I be worried- that I have spent my life amongst beings that feel as alien to me as distant stars in an unknown universe. Should I be worried- that even those who I love and the few who might care for me, live under glass neither they or I can penetrate. Should I be worried- that longing for others like myself has risen from the dead, only to perish on the alter of the realisation that nothing has changed and I am still the last or first of my kind. Should I be worried ? Or sad …
(Image credit Dave Renike and a portrait of the fair jubilee made by myself turned into this here universal truth meme) 
art courtesy of @PegasusPhysics
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Personally, recognising myself in your description, it worries me extremely. I worry about it in every post I write. For, I believe you and I write about what we see while others remain partially blind (which is one thing) and quite unworried by it (less fine, I worry).
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be indifferent to life, save yourself from the strive.
Being indifferent is akin to death however why live if one cannot feel ? That being said I have come to learn to pick my battles ...except for occasional melancholy I have quite adapted to living my life mostly alone and without human contact. P.S you owe me a song ...lol