Like I said music helped me at an early age to get over my anxiety . Im glad things are working out and really honoured you shared your story here. Too long people have been to afraid to show their true feelings "too man up" while there soul is gnawed to death by fear. By revealing how you feel people will engage and say " I feel like that too" and then it doesn't seem so lonely. Granted it is less cool and unoriginal but still comforting