CEECEE'S POETRY

BUT IF THIS IS LOVE

Tell me

If I should let every broken tear flow

Into an ocean 

Would your heart beat for me

Tell me 

If I should tattoo your name boldly inside me

With every bloodshed 

Would your heart melt this time 

Tell me 

If my heart should bleed 

In every dark cloud for your response

Would you care 

But you know I longed for you

In the midst of dark clouds and wild creatures 

Yes I weeped until I could grip my eyeballs

With my palm

You said I should let this feelings mature

I waited

You said you were gonna love me someday

I accepted

But I seem like a trash to you

You only gave me one language 

TOLERANCE 

You said I should stick to that

You said am being insecured

But you didn’t make me feel secured

Yes I complained

But u showed me attitude 

I smiled but the smiles were hurtful 

I only found myself in a pit of sadness 

Left alone with a consoling tear

But I haven’t done anything wrong 

I just wished to be loved

But if this is love 

I’d rather hide under the garment of a nun

And let my beauty be digged underground

Cause this isn’t love but punishment 

I have only dreamed of a selfless storm

That would bring two yearning hearts 

Together  

I refuse to be tolerated 

Because I am a lover

I am unique

And I deserve to be loved appropriately 

Ceecee’s poetry (original)