That is the way most people would answer, I either believe I can get through this still or it's because you caught me on my "better" day, both might be true.

It really does, I have always done my best to post daily but this infection is really taking a hit on me.

Thank you very much @soulsdetour for the recovery wishes, I to awake every day in hope for a more "normal" better day.

While I think your right, it can sometimes be for many difficult to see through the recommendations of doctors, after all they are suppose to be the smart ones who will heal us. I fear so much for the people who put all their faith and health in the hands of such people. I have lost count on the number of times I have heard doctors contradict each other, thought science was suppose to be thoroughly investigated🤷‍♂️.

Getting a good doctor does seem to be very much a luck of the draw, which is why I unfortunately will have to continue fighting just for them to listen to me and take me seriously, to actually do their job in figuring out what this is in order to finally treat me correctly.

I still can't believe in this day and age it's something down to the patient to get done, rather than the person who is getting paid a good salary to do so.

A lot of people do seem to put it off, for such preparations, and I think this comes often from fear. I'm honestly shocked by how so many people completely avoid the topic of death in any form all together.

Thank you, I wish still for many years of life for us both🤞🙏.