I hope you are ok now. Yes. It is easy to discouraged, especually if you worked hard and no barely no one votes it. Try not to be discouraged sister, challenge your self. Don't do it for steemit or for other, instead, do it for yourself. I know it's hard not to look the money, but try not to. Always do everything with your heart, and you won't feel it's a work. Be positive. Learn a new skill.