It's always good to write for an audience and to help others out, but you should write for you- more than anyone else. I'm glad that you are working on improving yourself. I can identify with using depression as a means to push yourself further. Being in a sucky state of mind makes me want to do as much as I can, so it's not that way anymore. I hope that you continue posting and writing on Steemit, because frankly- I liked your post and I'm sure a lot of other people did too c: