Hi @nomee004, how are you doing now? In Shaa Allah you will be fine soon.
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Read your story and I see one similar thing in our story that steemit was boring before I met such a kind hearted person @ainie.kashif. I love to read her post n one day she started ##HHG and this was also a big changed in my life. I got so many nice friends, their support and love. Hey! @nomee004, hope u get your job soon mean while u can start writing on steemit. It’s time improve your skills. Find out your niche and start posting. Stay healthy and happy! Steem on!