I was there when you first came into the chat. These are blatant lies in your false apology.

Do not bring religion into it when it has nor had anything to do with anything at all throughout it all.

You came into the chat bragging about your number of followers, which it quickly was pointed out that was due to the fact that you followed nearly 18,000 people, which made it unimpressive.

The chatters then noticed that your posts were mostly copy-pasta and direct content pulled from search engines, no original content. The community in the chat, myself included, advised you that you should focus on quality original content. You repeatedly said that you were just focusing on gaining more and more followers and that you knew best and maybe you'd think about content at a later date after you reached your goal of 10,000 followers. That we were all jealous and we'd be sorry.

You specifically attacked @clevercreator first of all attacks. She, being the woman that she is, mostly let it roll off her back and took it in stride, after all, many people immediately came to her defense.

From there you just continued to escalate, you made vulgar sexual jokes, you specifically targeted women in the chat, you spammed, you made multiple accounts to attack people and attempt to smear other peoples names. You did everything that you say in this post is against your religion.

You are worse than what many have publicly said about you. You threatened to disrupt @kafanarchy84 's personal life. Who does that? YOU DID!

If you want to make an apology, apologize, but be sincere, and know that YOU brought it all on YOURSELF, and nobody owes you anything.

If you were to change, I'm sure people would, slowly, accept you again and allow you to grow on steemit and within the chat.

Step 1: Look inward towards yourself, realize the truth, and stop lying. To yourself, as well as the community as a whole.