RE: Let's talk about @andyluy (60) spamming new Users with selfupvoted comments
I had honestly not caught on to the fact that you were feeling sad.
I was simply one of your responses. :c) Not quite your first nor your only, we both said are peace on the matter and exchanged views.
You gained experience from the matter. You now are better equipped for the next time that you want to highlight an abuse of the system.
Its nice to hear that you got happy while typing a response - but I do think that you need to take it a little easy :c) Take care of yourself and try not to peg yourself to some kind of mental disorder - we all get thrown off-balance when certain challenges are thrown into our living rituals (lack of sleep, excess coffee, recent tragedy, etc. etc.).
But if you 'do' feel that you might need it, do seek medical assistance - wild swings of emotion sounds like a bi-polar-compatible behavior (and, no this does not mean that you necessarily are - and either way you remain the king of your castle - You've got this).
I think having a slight mental disorder is what people commonly refer to as a personality :D. I am actually planning on doin a small psychotherapie.
You know going once a week to talk about stuff, like in the Sopranos. Having some small mental problems is nothing to worry about treating I was told. The doc compared it to normal illness:
A cold is nothing that we need to send someone for to the hospital and do surgery on, but it should still be taken seriously and get treated.
I don't want to make fun of severly ill people, but I like to observe the crazy in me and also the crazy of all the other people out their. I only started to self-diagnose bipolar disorder/maniac depression, after I heard about the disease studying pharmacy.
I talked with a psychotherapist when I was trying to get an apprenticeship sponsored by the "Agency for employment/work". She said some things I didnt like to hear, but she also rubbed my belly quite a bit for slamming the test on mental capacity for the job.
She also said that I should sh*t on getting a proper apprenticeship or even college degree and just go to work and earn my qualifications that way. I really did not expect that recommendation and it made me quite horn... I mean happy.
I just remembered that "crazy genius" was my dream job being 7 years old and the doc only approved to me that I reached that goal. :3
Well - that is certainly a refreshing way to look at such. In all fairness the human psyche is so complex and our understanding of it is quite limited - which is one reason we would perceive a diagnosis waiting to happen in everybody we meet if we were so inclined. Labelling something a disorder is much easier for the profession to do than to admit an imperfect understanding.
By all means explore any avenue for assistance that you feel is appropriate. In the meantime, many of the rest of us shall, like onions,retain and hide behind our many layers from the World. This it the contrast - and it is not necessarily better. Not at all.
All the best upon your journey @thatgermandude. May it reach your preferred destination. :c)
It is also much easier to prescribe expansive drugs for it.
Thanks for giving me your thoughts, I rely on honest and friendly people like you, who listen to my crazy talk, so I can reach my goal of world dominat... peace. World Peace was what I meant to say :).