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RE: Confessions of I-Fighting with Darkness
indeed i believe that's how people are consumed by darkness but yet they are afraid to confront who they are ,and unfortunately the slippery slope gets more slippery, i love the way you talk of depression as if you have gone through it yourself,
always smiling and being nice to people yet you burn , feel lonely and emptiness inside.
I was talking about it from first person, because I've been dealing with it for 15 years.
so what did you do about it,or do you have anyone you can talk to?
It comes in waves. I just try and wade it out and seek God constantly. My biggest outlet is running and writing. Don't talk about it outside of counseling.
wow... you must be a really strong lady to hold it all in for 15 years. on the other hand am glad that you are well connected with your maker .i know pure joy comes from fulfillment but i wonder what would give you fulfillment.
We are all stronger than we know or believe. Giving into darkness is the easy part. It's fighting that's hard. I think fulfillment of pure joy correlates with finding your footing in life and true purpose. Fleeting joy can come to you whenever you seek it out, so for now I'll take it in the little spells that I get it.
hmmm ,,, i do agree complete joy comes with a purpose in life i hope the little spells change to be some something different in future , something quite positive keep up the fight in case you need someone to talk to you can reach me on whtsapp +254707393680