Another side of last year

Next time you're not meant to be me. Believe me, I've ever really wanted you. Fight you as much as I can. Work hard. Because I understand there are things I need to conquer. The life I had to reach then. I do it all with all my heart. Even if I finally had to be broken again, I still do. Never regret anything that happens. You know, how hard I've survived all this time. Next time you're not meant to be me. Believe me, I lived for you. I went through everything to get you closer to me. The days are running with efforts to unite my life and your life. I even gave up a lot of time just tired to see you smile at me. Do not regret me, for I have completely resolved it for you. I've been so sure that you're the answer to my future. And, you know how hard I'm doing it for you.