Wish you happy new year. Can i get some upvote for as new year gift? Your upvote can help me a lot to overcome my current crisis.

At the end of this year i want to share something to steemit community that my current situation is not well.I am in trouble with my life expenses.
Somehow i manage some for my food and educational expenses.
After knowing about steemit i join here. Unfrotunately i can not do well in blogging.
Day by day the need of money and load of loan increases.
so i want to share my situation. If anyone want to help me just upvote my post please.