1st Entry Poem : To Myself

Good day!! A greatful greetings to my fellow Steemians!!
This is my first post hope you like it :) I wrote this to make me feel better. This is the only way where I can express my own thoughts and feelings.

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Darkness, the only thing that I can see.
Darkness gradually devoured my body and soul.

On that time, I can feel that I'm so alone, lonely.
Waiting for someone to cheer me up.
Waiting for someone to reach my hand but there's no one.

I 'm so depress I want them to notice it
But sometimes I'm too selfish.
I am so lacking,
I don't have a trust.

I don't have a confident to do those things that I like.
I want to endure this pain but its too heavy.
I did my best that all I can do, but it isn't enough?
I always blame myself even if it's a little mistake.

Sometimes, I want to lock up myself in a place alone.
A place where I can hide the pain, the tears and that no one can see me lonely.

Love yourself,
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