I know some of what you're feeling. There are rather severe issues with Steemit as it is today. Is this place unsalvageable? The jury's still out.

However, you are conflating your emotions with regards to Steemit with your prediction of the future value of STEEM. It's still a solid blockchain semi-independent of what goes on here.

I would be highly surprised if it crashed to a few cents any time soon.