Dear Diary: Today I Am Enduring Something

Almost everything has a price and I have realized that today that I am paying the price for my cure that I have to do in order for me to regain my good health if not recover some. And so the price that I have to pay now is typical of medicated individuals, they suffer side-effects like what is happening to my body due to my medication.

A few days ago I was just jovial and telling the community how I regained my long lost appetite which made my life hard the past few years actually. And regaining my appetite is a cause for me to celebrate since I regard it as a miracle since I think I am only a dialysis patient among thousands that doesn't require medicines to add more blood to my body. It is also funny that I was only the one viewing it like that, a miracle. I couldn't be more thankful.

I am also thankful that of course because of the help of the #steemit community I am now able to buy myself my parathyroid medicine in order to combat its hyperactivity. But the medicine has its nasty side-effects. Some patients I heard just gave up the drug because it gives us nausea and vomiting and a general feeling of ill.

I was feeling ill all the time since I took my medicine and my appetite just diminished because of nausea. But since I am not like those of other patients which are anemic while I myself is as pink as Salmon, I think I can make it through this enduring times and will just try to be as strong as I can and do the necessary things in order for me to finally cure my parathyroid and its complications.