Dear Diary: If my Only My Medicine's Box were a Pillow, I would Hug it when I Sleep

This medicine will change my life

This medicine (Cinacalcet) could have saved or prevented me from having these kinds bone anomalies. Now I couldn't care less about my appearance that is why I am now comfortable sharing my sexy beast image for the world to see and it is because I am pleading for help from the community as pain grips my whole body and it made me disabled not only because of pain but also with deformities inside m mouth which made me unable to eat normally and speak normally.

A normal individual could not even comprehend what is going on in my body. The imbalances in the hormones just shaped my physical appearance as you see today. And the problem is the uncertainty of my growing head if it would not receive a treatment. This is just the first stages of my treatment and I don't know what it is to come but I am hoping for a surgery if my parathyroid won't be controlled by this medicine alone.

I will be now on total diet restriction. I cannot just eat foods especially the processed food with sure additives. I am avoiding phosphates which is the phosphorus in our body. It is the substance that makes my parathyroid ticklish with anger so it gets hyper and my poor bones gets all the beating and transformed my body from a beautiful butterfly into a blogging potato.

I must say that I was a victim of a medical neglect because I was in a care of a Nephrologist and this still happened. But there is no time for blaming as it would not come into something. I just hope that my nehrologist would learn about my case so that more dialysis patients in the future will not suffer the same fate of having a "hungry bone syndrome."

I am forgetting about the past and looking forward to the future, and as I am getting treated with by having my medicine to at least wipe away my body pains, restoring my strength back and also possibly gain my weight back too and then halting the progression of my Leontiasis condition which are goal for my health.

This is the beginning of my health transformation and the #steemit community has the credit for making m well and possibly able again. I still want to do what I like again like cooking for friends and family as it gives me fulfillment and joy too and its fun to cook and to do other fruitful and productive things.

Now that I am being medicated thanks to God and the steemit friend community. I will be saved and restored. God help me and God bless the Steemit community.