Dear Diary: I Am Still Hopeful For My Surgery

Many years of uncontrolled bodily chemical imbalances left my glands so activated particularly my parathyroid to a point that it made a further imbalances into my body's chemistry which left it reacting into a grotesque manner. So you see now the results from my appearance, it had left me disfigured and disabled into a certain degree that I have to adjust accordingly into a very inconvenient and sometimes depressing manner.

I still wanted things to change back for my body. I wanted to regain back my former appearance so that I can function normally again at least with my social functioning too. With that, I still wanted to be changed back into my former glory with facial reconstruction.

Perhaps like what they do when a person gets an accident with the head and then they reconstruct the face or head because of trauma. I would like that, I am still human and wants a human experience in my lifetime and not like an outcast like now which technically makes me a hermit.

One important surgery that I needed is for my parathyroidectomy. If that would be done then I will no longer need my medication or at least minimize that use of it. I will save a lot of money because I will no longer contend with a hyperactive parathyroid for that matter with an expensive medicine that bombards me with a lot of nasty side-effects like a loss of appetite.

So maybe I will just take some medicine if something gets abnormal again because they will most probably won't take off the whole parathyroid gland. It is my desire for my Endocrinologist to go ahead for that option because it will indeed give a certain degree if convenience for myself's well-being and financial economy.