A book of books

My life has always been pretty much simple trying to do as much as I can just to see others happy even to the point I knew that I was doing a lot more than others mentally and physically but still nothing came from it there was still something standing in the way and i wish I could replace my fingers on for i knew it was Sin or the devil Leading Me astray

He took me down by path ways which seemed like a true path even to things I even thought were right. I saw how slowly my life was coming before me and I was standing in the middle of terror but sin did it in such a way that made me think that this was my path the place I needed to be there was so much things do going right for me even though it was at a slow pace I have thought that this was the way it was meant to be.

I had a job and had a few friends that were great I had Freedom and I could go and come as I liked and anyway i chose, I have always had money and I spent it in any way I chose too, and I even had my best friend at my side and my life just felt amazing, I really couldn't have asked for any better. But I was so wrong so wrong I didn't even know how was walking a crooked path, I was drinking so much that I would arrive late at home because sometimes I would not even come home as i was having such a good time i had spent most of my money each and everyday and night. Because it was not only problem to me I was not concerned about the life I led or how it had affected others.

Not even the life on Earth I didn't even know and I surley didn't care, it was all about me.. I was even a believer in the Bible where I believed in God and accepted Jesus was my saviour. I had spent money not even bothering where I could get money again or even if I would have something to eat the next day not concerned about others how they felt about what they were thinking, I wasn't worried about money due to the fact that it was going well with me at times awesome so ask myself why should I worry if they have money and why should I worry when I work so hard for my money and just spend it on others, it did not make sense for them it was going good too

But even the small cracks started to show I never paid real good attention to them as long as I tried harder or others in my household tried aswell, so that we would support each other and help each other move forward.

I want to tell you this story of how the devil causes us to sin by his evil ways. Our nature that we possess that leads us to stray away from the only path that is light. The amount of effort he puts in to steal our souls in the most sound ways, his evil ways go so deep and to such great lengths is unseen to a naked eye.. They are so many losing to his game and all they can do, as well as me is but fall into this trap and it doesn't even matter if their eyes are closed or open

He or the very essence of sin makes his way into the corners of our hearts and souls and our mind into every part of society that it took over the role of the Creator, this is his original plan to see all who crosses his path, to mislead them and destroy them..vwe have become so blind that our very State of Mind has forgotten the true God the god Who has created the heavens and the earth that he doesn't even hear our prayers anymore nor does he see our good deeds because he turned his eyes away from this weak and wicked generation once again

And he has left us to deal with ourselves and watches our faults but just as satan (sin) tries hard for the conquer of our souls and for his rule to start.. God had a plan that would shatter his heart I know this because it had shattered mine as well he sent his son his only son down to the same way the same way he casted the devil to roam among us so that we mayblearn from Christ and God's ways so we may be his favourite people and bring us all back home to the place where we belong with Jesus walking by your side Earth so that we may once again be lifted up to the Skies

But Satan and his sin with the angels that were following him still seem to be within us and seems to have continued to this very day he was set here on earth. As we are going through a series of tests, just as Satan has gone through.. even though we knew right from wrong and we still chose the evil way and turned from God.

And still in the 21st century and the days that have fallen away, satans and his sinful ways has gotten smarter and cleverer to the utmost second of our very lives. It has gotten so bad that the right things seem right, which may be well wrong due to unbelief and lack of understanding, wisdom, knowledge and not believing.. Even the wrong things that seem right is wrong.

Like our mental abilities cannot discern from anything anymore it just seems that all hope is lost and I very well believe that too with that said a few months ago I had my best friend with me going through a rough time even though we were both just over the world and all the bad things going on and all that all the time we were just falling and falling ever faster and from left to right. And totally without a clue. we just had seemed to lose hope we will also so high on drugs, most of the time kind of drunk and we were that day with another guy friend that was also into drugs. So eventually we ended up a bar Just the Two of Us and the guy went home so it was just me and her and we just started talking whole lot of nonsense and all the good times we had

We listened to music and also talked to anyone who joined us at the table even though we didn't want to talk to anyone but just keep the conversation going between the two of us

Eventually we came to a point where she became Paranoid for a reason I do not know and this went on for days and even weeks that I saw her but this day that had turned tonight and she needed to go home, we where stranded, anyway this night which was different than others.

But basically known to me because I've been through these experiences of dark forces and the feelings that come with it.. And I do keep her kind of relaxed because she trusted me and I trust her and I told her about things and she believed me. So she kept telling me she saw Demons everywhere I stopped talking to her and just listened to what she said... and she said she an older woman standing and watching her and this time I knew a great force was at work something not good but something very evil so I went over to this old woman which I could not see but that my friend could and just went to go stand there just to prove to her that nothing was there and she had nothing to fear or to be afraid of

At no time did I not believe her because I've been through similar things yet never understood them so obviously want to find answers to this. So ussually when a ghost appears or something of a supernatural State that usually means that something in the area is not right so I was always there and turning and looking around I noticed a broom with an nail it and I was trying to think back into my memories what this could mean and all of a sudden hit me so quickly I was Frozen and in shock, that feelingbof something crawling down your neck to your back, something so cold and dark I felt so alone I couldn't even look up or turn my face to my friend so i did move a few steps away as i heard her asking if I was okay, i told her to wait and not come closer as I couldn't get any words out. I moved on to sit at a small window pane trying to catch my breath and my mind trying to recover from the knock I just took. Then I knew something was seriously wrong that it wasn't something fake.. It wasnt something playing her but the both of us and most of the night we both had mixed emotions of sadness happiness being troubled having confusion and quietness.

We never were like this in the company of each other We barely even talked afterwards so eventually when I made my way back to the table and she Just continued to feel these things and mostly eyes looking at her from the dark corners of the inside building and even outside in the trees and bushes and she still heard these voices in her head that made me worry even to the point that I just wanted to go home and even just leave her there because I started to feel his this evil presence around me as well and I know for a fact I do not want this again.

I've been through this and even into deeper terrorities and darker terrorties aswell.. and slowly it started to suck me in again and what I did made us both realise something was up and she was speaking about what she felt and also I asked her what she was thinking when she heard these voices, and why these eyes were staring at her, and she could give me no explaination only that she couldn't take it anymore and wantedbto go home..so I just bowed my head completely ignoring what she said I still remember I couldn't hear anything she was saying it was all just stutters and broken voices that came to my mind and just so I prayed under the breath of my voice for God to just help her and let the Demons leave her at the precise moment she stopped talking and I heard it and I looked up at her and she said someone just told me I should read the Bible and I asked her what did you mean by this and she told me like someone in my mind or a voice just told me to read the Bible and this is when I told her that I just prayed for you and she couldn't believe it. End of part 1