being a crazy mf aint easy!

my and my EGO, which im always trying to fght but he always seems to win, are the craziest mfs i know.. i keep saying the most awfulll things to people i love, then i regret it and apologice, but damage its been done.....
when im calm i think im a reasonable person, i only talk about bitcoin and the eletric theory, discovering all those lies hited me really hard, i felt betreated even by my own family for not beeing able to find out themselves the lyes and the lack of will to make a difference.

being a crazy mf its really a pain in the ass, some times i feel without energy to keep on living, but then i see happy faces or the only responsability to try to do something for a positive change in the world and myself.

best regards

pepe