hello @coldmonkey, as long as Jesus still loves you and wants you badly, who am i to think less of you. your flying spaghetti monster which i believe was made by you out of your love for spaghetti will not be able to save your soul eventually when death comes, how wise do you think it is to live a short life that seems peaceful and eventually live eternity in torture and torment, believe me bro if you do not surrender to Christ i am absolutely certain the flying spaghetti monster will be what the devil will use to torment you in hell. please Jesus still loves you, surrender to him.