Thank you so much for sharing your work and your thoughts. I was especially struck by this line
"Lost in a world where I can make anything I want be anything I want."
I think that is the world any creative lives in, be they writers or artists in any media. Perhaps we never grew out of the world of make-believe and imaginary friends that we lived in as kids. But that world is a haven when the "real" one goes off kilter. I feel a bit sorry for those who can't enter the creative world and mold it to their liking and needs.