Stupid who thinks that there is a perfect life!!

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n carries on with his entire life in a battle between his longings on one hand and his standards then again, and under the pressing factor of necessities, some deliberately immediate and direct his standards as indicated by his cravings and give them authenticity. To such an extent that we keep thinking about whether everybody around us professes to be holy messengers, who are for the most part these evil presences that encompass us..

Gracious God, how lovely this word! ...this battle is equivalent to jihad of the spirit, and it will remain attacking us as long as we live..and not many of us have authority over ourselves and decline to submit to its desires..with practice, he gets ready to recognize his own mysteries, impulses and demands and arrive at their inconsistency with the idea of his soul...... We were straightforward with ourselves. There will consistently be inconsistencies between our feelings and our "practices," since we can't contact the standards of the sterile society where we reside with our conviction.

Its standards are set down and a long way from what God needs us to do in His tremendous universe.
Indeed, we live in a perpetual battle between what we need and want, and between our limitations that we set for ourselves, and our chains that tied us under the title of standards and beliefs.