Well back to cat pictures , sorry

so my reputation score has taken a beating of late , i up set some  dolphins and several mackerels  and got severely butt f**ked , ooch , and came of smelling of brine, i am new to this forum and of course would like to earn some monies , and look at the earning generated by some of the players with astonishment , and i do realize some are working hard to create good content  , some posts feel like syrup being dripped into my brain , and all with an umbrella of " niceness " some days steemit feels like the mental hospital salieri is condemned to in the film amadeus , where he is wheeled through pronouncing blessings on the insane and casualties of life as the King of Mediocrity 

•  big fish - I absolve you , little fish, thank you, thank you, THANK YOU 

so in the spirit of steemit etiquette , please absolve me , im sorry i will try not to be quite so childish , although my new steem rating is nearer to my mental age , and i am at this moment sitting naked in my own feces rocking back and forth , please forgive me , i spent my whole life being an outcast and social pariah compounded by vaccine damage and a mouth full of mercury fillings and not to mention prolonged and excessive drug abuse , finally i have found  the asylum that i can call home ,

 HONEY IM HOME