My post yesterday was quiet but I expected that due to the shocking nature, or whatever. That was an experiment. I take risks, and I'll probably do it again. Today though, dude, I sat here for three hours wondering where everyone was and like I said earlier in so many words, it was an eerie feeling. It's slow here and since I was gone for five months, I didn't have a chance to become a product of my environment. It's hard to notice something like a slow down happening at a slow and steady pace but just showing up like I did and jumping right back in, I can both see and feel the difference. Quite a shock, I'm a bit concerned, but there's still hope. One day.