I can relate to your frustration and confusion. However, to get upvotes usually requires creating or providing original content. I tell you what? I will help you with what I can. First Upvoted Second Resteemed Third Followed Reciprication is always nice I too have just posted a smiliar plea for help that I will provide a link. https://steemit.com/steemit/@naturalguy/the-pocket-token-dunce-asks-for-help