incredible account @wisewoof..
Something metaphysical has definitely been a driving force towards my thirst for knowledge & truth beyond what I was told.
I can relate to this as I too have had it awaken within me (or really it was always there) and take me toward my path and discovering truth. if you seek you shall find indeed!
I especially loved your last paragraph talking about God-mode and the streamlined consciousness you were experiencing in connection with the universe.. a big OH HELL YEAH! :) <3