Jaya Guru Datta! Sri Guru Datta!
Once I have been told by one Swami's devotee: When people seek Swami's blessings, they think their life will become better, easier, simpler, that He will solve their problems for them. But blessing doesn't necessary work this way: often you will face more challenges and difficulties. This is done to enhance - and test - our devotion. Of course he gives you support to overcome those troubles. But you need to trust Him, and not complain that He did not fulfil your "wish" the way you expected.
Not only He knows who deserves what, but He also sees whats better for your growth.