I have found many great answers recently.

• Religion is a lie... partially. There is some truth there, but you won't find the answers you seek in the modern tombs. Emerald Scrolls of Toth and The Book of Enoch will help
• We are spirits, within a vessel. Our world is controlled by evil, but we are not of this world
• Our spirit is immortal.
• We are very near a great awakening as a human species. Concentrate on the fact that the universe is changing, in a postitive way. We are the last generation to be controlled by the Annanaki via the Church.

Oh ya, the truth, is FAR STRANGER that science fiction. Get ready to have your mind blown, and watch out for disinformation. There is a huge lie in written religion, designed to keep you in the feedback loop.