(Photo of me taken in 2005)

Hello there! I found an old notebook full of poetry I wrote before joining the Navy. So every now and then I'll be hopping through time and space to share the me who use to be, through my old poetry. Let's get started...

Love Turned Cold

How you gonna act like you don't know me/
You gonna act like I don't got feelings/
Why you got me crying/why you got me dying/
Slowly inside, makes me wonder why
My pain, suffering is coming from my boo, like I don't know you no more

Your different smile matches with your different style/ you're different now, I can see so am I.
Maybe you don't need me, maybe I'm holding you back... Possibly these lyrics are wack but... I just want you back babe

I want the one that I'd hug with so much love/
Coming from up above/
My angel/ my baby, the one that I see/
Night and day, to God I pray/
That my boo comes back to me/
Cuz I'm feeling lonely...

Luv, luv, luv
Love who? You love me? Should I "luv U 2"?
Love..some people abuse that word
Understand what your saying before we get hurt
You know my love, you know my pain
It's all the same, what a shame
Who's to blame...maybe him, maybe me
From where I'm standing, what can you see?
Who's loving me...

Phew, embarrassment overload, but I'll survive. I love sharing pieces of me with you guys. I wrote it just how it was written down. This was a poem/ freestyle I wrote obviously going through a break up. It was a messed up situation to be in but luckily I had outlets such as this. Journaling has always been a big part of my life. I even have some letters that went unsent that I might share with you all. I have a really beautiful poem I wrote about my mom being my first love. Yeah, stand by. More time machine sessions to come. Peace ✌🌸