Yeah, I understand. Happens to me too sometimes. But for me it's more about checking out other people's content. My friends post creative posts on Facebook, Wordpress, or YouTube and I wanna check them all out, but it's difficult to do so while also being able to do your own stuff.

It's nice that you're being transparent about it. That's good. :) Do your best. All the best with your movie! Really cool you're doing that. :D