I just want to vent out.

Lately, home doesn't feel like home anymore.

I've been feeling off most of the time especially when I get home,
I don't know why and when it started, it just did.

I guess, I am no longer of value to them.

They say that whatever comes your way the family is always there to help you but what if it's your family that is causing your depression and anxiety.

I'm so bothered of my situation and so affected by it that even the slightest refection does a big impact on my end.

No matter how I try to hide it and pretend that everything is alright, it still affects me big time.

Suppressing and burying what I truly feel had always been conventional for me, and somehow it's the only thing that makes sense but no matter how hard I try the feelings resurfaces and overwhelms my entire being.