actually, i believe you are functioning beyond perfect in this world. every hard corner has built you to now. and now you are a pro at this. matter of fact you are pro at life. we all are. humans have been around for hundreds of thousands of years. it is in our DNA. we are the most pro humans ever! and please know it in your heart as i know you do, things are happening! I can't believe you say you have not been at this long. it does not sound like it. And as well, relax! there is no such thing as a last chance. we got the moment and we design them perfectly as they come. it is all about how we feel and no hard work will ever out match feeling good! you are a pro. this is your life, i can not see it or believe it any other way. i am in your cornor. let's get your ass to the big dance. thousands of ears and hearts are waiting for you!