Hey @xalycatx....It's said that things that don't kill us make us stronger. I believe this is truth. I believe, too, that everything we experience is to be used as a means for helping others going through.

This is not a diagnosis...but if you and I were pals, I'd say you are in a bit of a funk, and would do yourself a favor finding a good professional listener to help you work through what you're going through.

Nearing graduation tends to add to the stress factor. It's time to enter the 'real world' of full-time employment.

Do you have job plans?

Of course, you could always take a year off and help with rebuilding areas affected by the recent hurricanes...i.e. Puerto Rico...

As I end this post, feel free to request a meetup in chat for a virtual consultation. Of course, you know to call 911 if you're in crisis.

May I suggest you consider joining a Zumba class to get your adrenaline going, and help add positive energy flow. And, on the other side, quiet reflection is also good for holistic healing.

cyber-bullying

Btw, the best way to counter this is to just block the offender, and know that hurting people love to hurt others; and, you can't know they're trying to hurt you if they can't get through. And, if they do, block 'em again!!!!...lol...Never give evil power over you...never.

Best regards.

Peace.