Life as an X sex offender (Part 1)

My name is Jeremiah Marg. I was a sex offender. A simple google search of my name will turn up all the skeletons in my closet. My desire to keep the worst things I ever did a secret is useless. I do not have that option. If you think the government is corrupt try living one day as a sex offender or an X sex offender for that matter!

I have done unspeakable things to people in my life. I have hurt many people in my life. I was labelled a sex offender at 15 years old. I exposed myself to my sisters and i forced them to pleasure me. I don't want to get into those details on my first post just as you would not want to tell me (a stranger) what was the worst thing you have ever done.

The pain I caused my family ha been excruciating. It nearly tore our new family apart. I lied about it for a while until one day my mom took me outside into her car to talk with me. Apparently her and her new husband were fighting with who to believe. My mom had a breakdown, her husband (my father-in-law) came out and they screamed at each other more!! I was so scared, I saw what my lies were doing and I came clean with my mom. What happened next was unforeseeable at 15 years old.

One day a cop showed up at my house and wanted to talk with me. I remember going out to the police car and speaking with the officer about what I did. In hindsight I wonder where were my parents? Why did they allow this? I see a trend with the generation before me. They all trust the government through and through. Cops are the good guys remember. Well this cop didn't do anything deplorable. He took my statement sent me back to my mom and life went on.

Around the same time my brother got caught up for having sex with underage girls too. Maybe an investigation because of me. 6 or so girls came after my brother saying he raped them. They were my classmates! Not his classmates. My brother was the first freshman on the varsity football team. He shortly thereafter became a leader on the football team. He was 1 year older than all his siblings in his class because my mom put him in late so he would be further along than the other students. So when he was a senior he was 18 and 19 and the sophomore girls were only 15 & 16. He's still in prison today even though his release date was July 5th 2016. But I'll leave that for another post.

Back to me. So I was in school and kids started making fun of me because my brother was such a high profile person in the school. So I opted to move out of state to get away from the harassment. I lived with my father, whom I just met 2 years prior. It was the best time of my life up to that point. We went to church 2-3 times a week. Met with church people outside of church. Jesus made himself real to me during that time of my life and I will never forget what that means to me. For the 2 years I lived with him I never heard anything from the government, except one thing, church therapy wasn't good enough. We prayed about it and the person saying that ended up committing suicide. It was crazy.

I turned 18 and moved back to my hometown because I was desperately in love with my highschool sweetheart. We started seeing each other day one of me being back. I also started adult probation and wow I did not know how corrupt our government was. My girlfriend at the time was 15 years old. Anyone see a problem. My PO knew this and locked me up for the weekend. But before he left me there all weekend alone he said one thing to me, "Tell me EVERYTHING you've been doing to break probation and I will let you out." So what did I do as a scared 18 year old in jail. I wrote down everything!! I told him I was having sex with my 15 year old girlfriend.

I was not released, I was instead sentenced and labeled a sex offender. For some reason I was released from jail, I was lucky to avoid prison. The Judge said if she sent me to prison I would get hurt. I was released from jail 10 days before starting MORE probation. I knew that a stipulation of probation would be no contact with the victim (who was my lover). So in those 10 days we got married!!!!! It was the best decision of my life, we are still together today! So in court my new wife stood up and got it so we could see each other obviously. If I would have had a better lawyer or my parents rich I'm sure they could have gotten my charges dropped. Either way now I am a sex offender for the next 10 years, or so they said. . . . . More to come if people want to hear more. Please let me know in the comments.