It's just amazing, you are amazing I was concerned about my sexual energy and where to address it lately. I've discovered something from my last relationship, which I'm not entirely related yet. But every single moment became special and sexual, not in a physical way but it was she, every second, every moment, every thought, surrounding me with that energy that finally got me deeply and now I’m captive and deeply in love with her… not sure if is the same you are referring to but… feels like the same.