Self love

I used to have a really low self esteem and I didn’t like my body because people would tell me I was a weird shape.. because I was 5 foot with c cup boobs and no ass they said I didn’t make sense I don’t know I pretty much am the same height but this painting is basically me finally being able to accept my body without it having to be sexual and all the consciences and auras and feelings. Although it’s unfinished it’s a beautiful 8x10 and it’s a really big part of my growth I’m not good at bodies or hands. I want to finish it but not yet I want to really make this one the best self portrait it can be