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Hello Rok!~
I'm actually not surprised you know of itーit is a rare condition.
I scheduled to begin seeing a psychotherapist on my own, because I felt that something wasn't right. How it was explained to me was that it's a chemical imbalance in my brain, affecting my mood. Sometimes it can be a traumatic situation, but they determined that it wasn't in my case.
Sometimes I'm positive and imaginative, but there will be times that I'll be down for days at a time. I was prescribed medication that only affects the depressive side, because my mania manifests as creativity.
I'm also having behavoral therapy to find the balance between my cognitive and emotional sides to het them to work better together.
I am Shello Kona on Facebook and would enjoy chatting it up with you to get more insight c:
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Bear in mind, “chemical imbalance” (or “genetic,” as it also is commonly referred to) itself may not mean a whole lot...
Epigenetics.
We’re continually recreating/recoding our biology, chemistry, and genetics in every moment.
The western medical system tends to address a symptom - most often with a drug. Though, that’s not the only means. Sometimes it could be a certain nutrient that restores balance. Sometimes an environmental shift. Sometimes a thought or shift in perception.
I did some meds for a bit at that time. Did shit all. Took years more to unravel the puzzle and discover the lessons the experience held. Yes, the EXPERIENCE.
“Chemical imbalance” isn’t a root cause in isolation. It’s one aspect of al overall experience, and in all likelihood, more an effect of an imbalance of other elements (possibly often referred to as mental, emotional, nutritional, physical, “spiritual”).
I really don’t wanna get preachy about shit, and can’t overly my experience over yours. Though I’m here for ya anytime if you’d like additional insight from someone who’s been through that same “rare” stage of the journey, or simply to share for listening by someone who may be able to relate - as I’d be happy to serve in whatever way I can if requested... 🙏
Epigenetics... Like an evolution of the self in one lifetime?
As for right now, I'm aware that we as beings are greater than the labels placed upon us. In my case, I find comfort in having "a definitive issue", instead of not knowing what could be wrong.
At some point in the future, I want to not be on medication whilst developing a stronger mental control on my actions as opposed to strictly acting on my feelings. There are times however, where great things spawn from my emotions combined with intuition.
As for the journey of my spirit, I'm only a child—fortunately possing the curiosity of one as well. Thank you for opening me up to realizing that the "chemical imbalance" isn't the definitive source but closer to an effect cause by it.
Hopefully in time, I will develop a deeper understanding of myself, likes, dislikes, values, and personality, and be able to rise up through internal strength alone. Don't worry, you are not preachy at all!
I do however need to collect more experience. I will reach out for further guidance :D