@stellabelle, I have needed to read you with calm twice because I am spanish with a poor english level. I am sorry about your fight and I hope that in a futur this nightmare would be only this: the past.
Our past never can follow us and we have to look in front.
I followed you before because your writings touch me. You have the power of the word, to arrive to others, and perhaps inside this darkness there is a light to inspire/help to others in a similar situation. People that could react before so agressive situation.
By the other side, I saw you use continuosly .gifs. I am digital artist in collaboration with excellents photographers and paintings. Be free of using them when you want. Most of them are in Google but you can find my gifs in a lot of social nets. All the links in @galamirissa .
It s dificult for me to transmit in english all that I want to tell, I would need more vocabulary. But you are an strong woman, don t forget this.
Best wishes