Rock-Star From Closed Fist to an Open Handed Gesture. To Let It Drop!

Excise a sneer. Sarcasm is a form of sneer. The project is to excise sneers from humours continuum. Would a pacifist have it any other way!?

Going Supernova! Just thought of Rockstar concepted like that. That is the only Rock-Star that makes any sense to me. Might as well at least set that rightly so standard. Had a good time today as our family member got a job and it was the first day. I was able to help by bringing cardboard for flooring as it was a re-spray ceiling job. I also got coffee and tape for the floors from the hardware store. I felt a sense of utility being the errand boy today! I wasn't idle for those hours in the city. I brought some gold to cash in!

Life's brutality fills me with joy! Aka the sunny side of morbid. Aka a gay science. I got $86 for the gold today! It was given to the love of my life while she worked in Marble Bar Australia. You can find gold in the sand there! It is the hottest place in Australia and it is where Santa Clause goes by to drop Billy some presents in the song 6 White Boomers Christmas song. The lady from the gold and silver shop said someone brought in a $3000 dollar hunk from that place to her shop before.

Also thinking about that underground sort of music world. Thinking like Syd Barret had a song that delivered the same air/sort of mood as some industrial bands but all on an acoustic guitar. Right. What else was neat is I heard some different production on a Syd Barret Pink Floyd song that really reminded me of shoegaze music..the perfect riffs for it ahead of the shoegaze era. It got me thinking of Kurt Cobain had that with a sort of minimalist approach to rock and roll as well.

These guys may have got fame but they originated from the underground and became obscure characters of sorts. Heard a quote from Kurt Cobain about people not being truthful. Yea in the art/music/underground sort of thinking that is an important concept. Being truthful to yourself. Asking the question weather society and culture is truthful to itself as well. Your not a reclusive party monster in that mode. Your asking valid questions. And all these old rock stars...they aren't needed but wouldn't have got the hints without them. At least one's not alone in that place (a human creature thrown into the world) through their art. That's why its about the tribute you know.

In this art arena of alien archaeology of human culture we are dealing modes, concepts, attitudes, vibes, rhythms, melodies, modalities of speech. I could say something like Resentment Is A Killer. Or Kill Kill Culture. Were dealing with resentment, we are dealing with a Kill Culture (war, race to the bottom economy etc) We are talking about false remorse and split personality.

I know what it's like at a cross roads. I would rather prepare for the moment and wait there until I know which way to go. Or at least when the time comes for a cross roads decision to be made I'm ready made for it!! Id rather do without than make due.

Back to that being truthful to ones self!! It's a killer! (this time in good way) It ain't easy. It can be painful. And its not finding out how wrong you were and that your a bad person... no! a more terrible and realistic truth! I'll leave it at that Errr...well it's finding out how stupid humanity has been and it's no ones fault - YET! - True responsibility must happen!! the situation deserves its true recognition therefore response abilities engaged. Yeah way back in the day I had a lyric that sums up - It's so much easier to cry and blame! Then to take it all!! and take the pain! First song I ever wrote.